Prison ~ Redwolf
Its taken a lot of inner work and soul searching on yourself. You’ve come to accept, embrace and love who you truly are. You are ready to break out and break free…
Yet the Prison you have not been aware of for all these years has revealed itself. You find that none of your wants, needs, dreams and desires matter. They never have. They never wanted you to be who you truly are. They never wanted anything other than for you to fit the mold that they created and to stick to it. Your hopes, dreams and desires are meaningless to them and not allowed. There is no respect for you or who you are, although they will create an illusion, lies and gaslight you on thinking there is. They will try to make you think you are crazy and that everything is your fault. Your boundaries are trampled and violated, your personal sovereignty taken away.
As you rise up and bring out your power, they guilt you, pressure you, even blackmail you and hold things over your head so you fall back in line. You are not allowed nor ever where allowed to go against their plan. All of this manipulation and gaslighting to keep you enslaved and controlled for their own greed and selfishness. They will fight and do everything they can to keep you from becoming who you are and who you are meant to be.
You feel completely stuck, not knowing what to do or how to break free from this. Hopelessness sets in as attempts at breaking free fail. Manipulation increases as you continue to resist. Your boundaries even more violated to break you into obedience. You are now at a choice point. To stay in the prison, hating every moment of it to appease your jailers. To not hurt their feelings and risk being hated because of the choices you need to make for yourself? To being labeled by those who do not truly see You, not have any respect or acceptance for you other than the slave you have always been to them.
In your own time, there will be a breaking point. A choice will be made one way or another. To stand in your True power and magnificence and chose Yourself, or to give your power away and be who they want you to be and go back to being their slave.
‘Redwolf’
5/28/2021
Our Curtain Call ~ Redwolf
Art: Lotus Guardian by Sandara – gamermats.com/
The moment in “time” is quickly approaching. All of our lessons and experiences throughout ALL of our lifetimes, and ALL of the inner work we have done in this lifetime is about to culminate into one moment. Whether you resonate with the labels, Lightworker, Gridworker, Gate Keeper, Starseed, Dragon Rider, Sexy Spiritual Beast 😉 etc…. your gifts and assistance will be needed in that moment, for all. And I know We Are Ready!
The curtain of illusion is “SOON” to drop (Yes I too hate the word SOON). The reveal of whats behind the curtain is not going to be pretty for anyone to put it very mildly. This is going to be our Curtain Call Ladies and Gentleman. After that curtain falls, and the horrors are shared to the public, it is going to be OUR TIME to step back on the stage to be seen by all of those who will need our help during the finale’ of this play.
This will be a perfect and important time for our Soul Tribe to be together whether physically or remotely. Not only to assist the collective, but also to assist each other within our tribe. It will be a very uncomfortable time and the fear and rage energies across the planet will be at its peak, probably the highest ever to exist. We will need each others love, care and support I have no doubt because WE will be taking the brunt of these energies to transmute.
Galaxygirl channeled the Ascended Dragon Collective yesterday (Link) and had beautiful guidance for us.
“The skins are off. The truth is being revealed. The skins are being removed so that the truth of the being beneath is revealed. They can hide no longer and they are terrified. You will have the difficult choice to chose love or to choose fear. Love heals all woundings. (I am feeling a wave of grief, of pain, I am crying). You are feeling what is to come. Lightworkers, grid workers, unite. For you are one in the same, you are the light holders. We now join the larger whole of the ascended dragons and we speak as one. Visualize this wave of grief that is about to be experienced and place it in a ball of light. (I am seeing an ocean wave that is dark and angry being encased in a sphere of golden light). We surround this sphere with our energies. Lightworkers, join us. (I am seeing thousands of ascended dragons of all colors and sizes in a massive circle around this sphere of light, and many light workers lending their energies standing in this circle as well, arms extended). We send love. We transmute the sadness. We lessen the blow. We fill the grief with light, we surround it with a cushion of healing. (I am seeing a portal open above the sphere and Mother and Father’s energies shine down from above into the sphere. It is crystalline now. I am seeing a crystalline pillar extend from the sphere into Nova Gaia below. It affects the hearts of those who have chosen love. It blesses them and allows further healing more quickly. My forehead hurts as this is occurring. I am seeing the light workers and the grid workers being upgraded. Their eyes are nebulas, their hearts are pulsing with pink light. My chest feels hot, heavy, full. I am exhausted and elated at the same time).”
The Global meditations have been very effective and also great practice connection to the collective. But depending on the timing of everything, it may be most important to connect with your Soul Tribe for a more “personal” connection of love, support and cooperation. And with that it is a great idea to start the “Drill” with your Soul Tribe for that moment to come. Many have already connected and hold their own group meditations, but for those that haven’t, it would be a great idea to start them now. Together, come up with your own visualizations and use your own unique gifts and abilities that will assist in “lessening the blow”. Call upon any Elementals, Angels and Guides you resonate with as well, they are by your side awaiting the call to assist.
I am grateful for you all and am Honored to be here with you in this Momentous time and space.
With Nebula eyes and Bursting Hearts of Light, my love to you all
~ Jason Redwolf
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Our Time ~ Redwolf
It’s been such a long time since I’ve seen your face
Your beautiful smile and your sweet warm embrace
It seems like forever since I’ve felt the beat of your heart
I’ve walked through these lives a shadow since we have been apart
* Is this it, has our time finally come
To be one together, the day we’ve been dreaming of
To hold you in my arms, and never again let you go
To live our lifetime together as one flowing with love
The emptiness of your light that had brightened and warmed my being
Was lost for a time in the dark the feeling and missing of seeing
Then you appeared again like the sunrise over the hilltop
Once again I feel your light and your love, never again wanting it to stop.
*Is this it, has our time finally come
To be one together, the day we’ve been dreaming of
To hold you in my arms, and never again let you go
To live our lifetime together as one flowing with love
Baby fly with me forever, take my hand and never let go.
As we soar to the heaven, becoming one again
Letting the love caring and kindness forever filling our soul
‘RedWolf’
2013
Sands of Time ~ Redwolf
Sands of Time
Time goes by
Like a bolt of lightning
A flash of brilliance only lasting for a moment
In a blink of an eye
Watching you grow passes by so fast
Wishing every moment would last forever
Chorus:
Sands of time
Flowing through the hour glass
Wish I could stop the flow
To make every moment last
Watching you grow
Growing up so fast
I wish every moment would last and last
Like a clear blue sky
Warm rays of the sun
You light up my soul and warm my heart
The midnight sky
Stars shining bright
Always watching over us
As I will always watch over you
Chorus:
The universe
So many wonderful things it holds
The wonder of you in my life
Makes my heart and soul
Want to cry with everlasting joy.
‘RedWolf’
2006
A Grand Design ~ RedWolf
Two Spirits brought together
By the Creator’s grand design
With the Road ahead of us
We walk together side by side
Once a road of Solitude
My Spirit walked alone
But then you appeared
Rising my spirit from the unknown
Back in the light
Which I’ve always known
Shining right through me
Penetrating my soul
I don’t know how I survived
Without the touch of your light
My Spirit brought back to life
A Grand Design
With his magic with us
There’s no place we can’t go
As our spirits ride together
On the wings of Brother Crow
On the winds we ride
Soaring, soaring so high
So close to the Creator
Our Hearts and Spirits fly
Creator’s grand design
‘RedWolf’
02/25/09
Soul Tribe ~ RedWolf
Such a long journey… Lifetime after Lifetime
Forgetting each one, other than the breadcrumbs left behind
Walking through lives, little bits of recognition
Flashes of familiarity that resonate to my core of my mind
Yet I walk, feeling blind to the path
Many times not sure what direction to go, feeling empty inside
And then you show up, a mirror to myself
A trigger that sparks a knowing deep inside
I know you, I know you
But not quite know who you are
We’ve been down this road before
Yet not able to place where or how far
My sight becomes a little clearer
My thoughts and knowing a little bit nearer
To the road I am meant to travel
The journey to my inner knowing
Of who I’m suppose to be.
And here you are, A beautiful light
Filling my being with love and hope
I don’t’ feel so lost and lonely
For the journey that is ahead of me.
A journey into my heart
A place to live from, and to stay.
So thank you, for sharing these lifetimes with me
Without you, I would not feel love or support
Or a glimpse of knowing, Of the real me.
‘RedWolf’
3~16~19
Awake ~ RedWolf
All this time I was lost inside
Struggling to find my way out
All along delusional, and completely blind
Behind the shadows of doubt
Asleep, and lost in time
Like a zombie walking through the night
Staggering around, no path in sight
Missing a life sublime
Wake up wake up
Open your eyes to the light
Wake up wake up
Before the day turns to night
Wake up wake up
Snap out of it, and regain your sight
Wake up wake up
Start putting everything to right
Then from out of know where you appear
Only to make a friend was intended
I don’t think I could ever imagine
That this could have ever transcended
Out of know where
A bolt of Lightning struck my soul
Where it came from
Only you and I know
All along, you had the key
And like a surge from a raging sea
You opened up all that was lost to me
That unlocked my soul and releasing me
Awake I’ve become
Like a child inside
Emotions flowing though me
For the first time in a long time
I feel so alive
Finally I see the path
That lies before me
To live my life anew
And become who I’m supposed to be.
If you want to
I would be Honored
If you walked with me
Walking the path until tomorrow
Whenever tomorrow in our own world may be.
‘RedWolf’
January 18th 2009
Look, See, Beyond, Inside
Look deep beyond
See beyond the programming
Look beyond the lifetime of criticism
See beyond being the outcast
Look beyond always being a disappointment
See beyond the pain inflicted upon you
Look beyond the image painted by others
See deep beyond the judgement of others that have no Fucking clue
See deep Inside
Look deep inside at the spark waiting to ignite
See deep inside at the unique being you are
Look deep inside at the purity of your heart
See deep inside at the beautiful being that is True
Look deep inside at your Dreams waiting for you
Look deep beyond and see deep inside to the perfect and special being you are
See deep beyond and look deep inside for your Soul, guiding and waving you Home
~ Redwolf
1-28-2018
See you through Me ~ Redwolf
Take a step back for a moment, and close your eyes
Quiet all the thoughts and pause what you feel inside.
Now, change your focus, change your sight
See through my eyes, letting in the unfiltered, un-distorted light
Tell me now what do you see
As you are seeing you through me
Without the pain, without the trauma
All judgments of the past long gone
Tell me now what do you see
As you are seeing you through me
Without the programming others had you believe
A stranger standing before you, of exquisite Beauty
Now, take a step forward, and open your eyes
Looking in the mirror with your new sight
After seeing through my eyes
This Beautiful stranger, that was taken from you
Finally found and finally home, where you are meant to be.
See you through YOU now
The Beauty inside and out
That has always been there waiting for you
Feeling it to the core, welcoming her home
Never to be lost or taken away from you again.
‘Redwolf’
5-27-19
“The One” ~ Redwolf
All my life I searched for you
One time I thought was real
But it didn’t last and it wasn’t you
Taking many years to reveal
Since then I’ve tried my best
To discover the Way and the real me
But there in the back of my mind
The longing for the One to come and find me
To find The One
The One who sees me eye to eye
The One who speaks truth to me
The One who can share my thoughts and dreams
The One that needs and wants me
The One that Compliments the True Me
Then you arrive shining your light
Leaving me wondering what it all means
My Spirit brought back to life
Could you be The One of my dreams
I realize the distance between us
And our own personal circumstance
Would make anything difficult
But its something I would give a chance
To find The One
The One who sees me eye to eye
The One who speaks truth to me
The One who can share my thoughts and dreams
The One that needs and wants me
The One that Compliments the True Me
Is it really you or am I mistaken again
Do you have any idea what I’m feelin
Is it a shock to you this song I’ve written
Do you want to run away screamin
Or do you feel the lyrics
Understanding what I feel
Wanting to Singing along with me
On the road that only time and life together can reveal
To find The One
‘RedWolf’
2007
Soul Tribe ~ RedWolf
Such a long journey… Lifetime after Lifetime
Forgetting each one, other than the breadcrumbs left behind
Walking through lives, little bits of recognition
Flashes of familiarity that resonate to my core of my mind
Yet I walk, feeling blind to the path
Many times not sure what direction to go, feeling empty inside
And then you show up, a mirror to myself
A trigger that sparks a knowing deep inside
I know you, I know you
But not quite know who you are
We’ve been down this road before
Yet not able to place where or how far
My sight becomes a little clearer
My thoughts and knowing a little bit nearer
To the road I am meant to travel
The journey to my inner knowing
Of who I’m suppose to be.
And here you are, A beautiful light
Filling my being with love and hope
I don’t’ feel so lost and lonely
For the journey that is ahead of me.
A journey into my heart
A place to live from, and to stay.
So thank you, for sharing these lifetimes with me
Without you, I would not feel love or support
Or a glimpse of knowing, Of the real me.
‘RedWolf’
3~16~19
Illusions ~ Redwolf
Painting by Salvador Dali 1941
It’s interesting to look back at the illusions you’ve broken through. How you got into it in the first place…well you know how…but wonder, WHY did I allow it. WHY did I blind myself with something that seems so obvious NOW. WHY am I continuing this loop, and how do I break this fucking hamster wheel and stop spinning round and round, getting nowhere. All the what’s, where’s, why’s and How’s of it all. Feeling every emotion again and again, feeling your heart break over and over.
When you first realize the loop, you question yourself. You bash yourself, saying how can I be so fucking stupid. It takes a long time to get it out of your mind…if ever. Time and time again the cycle continues, and eventually you become numb to it. You’re not surprised anymore that its happening. And finally, you just “accept” it, that it’s your burden, and you don’t deserve any better, and just struggle through it making it the best you can.
Then one day it just hits you. You look back with different eyes. Your thought process is different. Your reaction is now different. What has happened? You were just on the hamster wheel. You realize that throughout the cycle, you finally build up self-worth. Even through the pain you started loving yourself more, because you saw that you DO deserve the best. Because you DO Deserver your dreams. And you see that throughout it all, you never stopped chasing “The Dream”. You never stopped knowing and wanting that one specific thing for this life. You realize that each experience that you went through was a lesson to get you to the final goal. And when you look at it through different eyes, you don’t feel the same reaction. Your emotions from it are different. You don’t completely break down into a puddled mess. You’ve finally learned to let it all go. To not beat yourself up because of it, but to say, I forgive you, and I love you. Thank you for the lesson. And you move forward with your dream, still holding it in your heart. Knowing now that you’ve followed your heart, even through all the illusions. Now having the true faith that there will be a moment, when it is no longer an illusion, but it will be your existence and truth. And finally, you are proud of yourself, for never giving up on that dream. And now know that your heart is opening fully to what will truly be.
Never give up on your true dreams
‘Redwolf”
A New Day ~ Redwolf
As the sun sets in these hills and darkness falls
Another night, a journey alone, longing to hear the wolf calls
A long time it has been, on the path that I travel
Missing the warmth of the hand, intertwined
With my wolf spirit companion
Sending prayers to feel it again
My light shines dim, in need of my wolf mate
To travel again as one through the forest
Feeling the love and warmth that is innate
Like the earth and the water joined in a beautiful embrace
One without the other leave a feeling misplaced
Only together as one do they feel alive
As the water flows, caressing the earth
The energy ignites again deep inside
Now as the sun starts to rise again
Bringing light to a new day
We start to feel it shine in our hearts, remembering when
this journey we’ve taken to be together at the end
And start a new day, as one
‘Redwolf’
‘Storm’ ~ Redwolf
Storm
Flash of light
Count it down
1,2,3,4…
Hear the sound
The Thunder Beings come
Lightning reflected in my eyes
The thunder booming in sync
Of my beating lonely heart
Yet the simple joy
Of watching the storm
Feeling its strength, seeing its beauty
Forgetting for a moment the loneliness
And continuing with lifes form
‘Redwolf’
“All I can do” ~ Redwolf
“All I can do”
Photo by Alex Grey
Traveling the road of Melancholy.
Each step, the same as the last.
Round and round in circles,
Same Shit Different Day,
As the time slowly Passes.
Day by day, on my knees and praying,
For something to change,
Something to arrive,
Something to fill my Soul,
Something to make me feel alive.
“Chorus”
I close my eyes and drift away,
From this prison reality.
To one that fills me up inside,
With Joy and Harmony.
To feel the love surrounding me,
That was always meant to be.
Please let me stay here forever,
And never go back to what use to be,
In the prison reality.
I beg you please…
Don’t make me go back.
Let me live in this world of my dreams.
A life that I deserve,
The one my soul calls out to,
Of love, joy and peace.
Tell me what I have to do,
Tell me what the price is.
I would give anything to stay.
All I want is this dream. This bliss,
And for it to never fade away.
“Chorus“
I am NOT going back,
I would rather die.
I deserve so much more than this prison.
I deserve the love I seek,
And the life of my dreams.
I guess now, all I can do,
Is go within.
All I can do is surrender.
All I can do is face my fears.
All I can do is trust,
And believe.
‘RedWolf’
Spark
I can see you
Hiding your Spark
Behind the walls you’ve built
Find your inner Strength
Let go of that which dims your light
Don’t let past hurt and trauma dictate your life
Have the Courage
Be not Afraid
To Use that Spark
To Ignite your Fire
Become the Phoenix your destined to be
And Blaze your Light and Beauty within
‘RedWolf’
Times of Change of Times
Through the Glass Eye I look
Another Season takes hold
Yet there’s a taste of change on the Winds
A Beautiful New World from the fold
Through the Optics, of the Mortal Eye
An Enslaved planet, Plague, Murder, Rape appear
Change to the Looking Glass, Your Immortal Eye
A Collapse and Unraveling of the Old, of our Fears
Times of Change of Times
The old spinning out of control
Changing times of Change
Blind eyes opening for the first time
All Senses exploding
Finally seeing through the lies and Illusion
All emotions Imploding
Knowing now the truth of the Collusion
The End is Near
The Great Apocalypse approaches
For the destruction of the Old
So the New era of Love and Peace can take Reign
And Last Forever
‘RedWolf
2017
Peace
Walking through the forest
one Sunday afternoon
I stopped and smelled the wildflowers
fully in bloom
Down the path I see a deer
tail wagging
a twitch of the ear
Just one look with a twinkle in its eye
There it goes crashing through the forest
Good-bye
Deep within the forest
there is peace all around me
sounds of many animals
scurrying about the tree
Up through the canopy
birds chirp and sing
Their beautiful medley
Oh what peace it brings
‘Redwolf’
Long Drive Home
The road passes by
Lost in thought
Lost in the moment
Were time has no meaning
Visions of you, by my side
Fingers entwined
The energy, the love
Flowing as one
Within each other’s being
With a simple touch
The fire in your eyes
Consumes my soul with the passion
And the oneness we both crave
Feeling the sweat between our skin
The sounds and smells
of pure pleasure and passion
Our bodies become one
Consumed in the flames
Of our love
But here I arrive
The vision now gone
Here I am again
Back home and alone
‘Redwolf’
The Journey
Take my hand and Walk with me
To a place where only we can go
To live a dream
That can be
Shared by us alone
A place where oneness calls
The body mind and soul
A journey we have walked for lifetimes
To find the one to join
In eternal love
‘Redwolf’
Alone in the dark
Staring into nothingness
The infinite universe
We are never alone
Yet yearning for the one
Whomever it may be
To fill the empty feeling
Of sharing the oneness
To embrace each other’s soul
To be one with each other’s body
To feel my heart on the verge of explosion
Filled with so much love, passion and ecstasy
Until then here I sit
Alone in the dark
A blind call into the nothingness
For the one to hear
‘Redwolf’
Storm
Flash of light
Count it down
1,2,3,4…
Hear the sound
The Thunder Beings come
Lightning reflected in my eyes
The thunder booming in sync
Of my beating lonely heart
Yet the simple joy
Of watching the storm
Feeling its strength, seeing its beauty
Forgetting for a moment the loneliness
And continuing with lifes form
‘Redwolf’
Out of the Darkness
Eyes in the dark
Staring back at me
The vision of the deep blue
Haunting my memory
A cry for help consumes my mind
Coming from the eyes of the deep blue
A Trapped and suffering feeling, unkind
An escape they cannot see through
I head toward the light
That shines in your eyes
A vision of hope
To save your life and mine
Holding out my hand
For you to take hold
To pull you from the darkness
To fill your empty heart and soul
Grab my hand and hold it tight
I will lead us to a place
Filled with love, joy and light
To end the nightmare
To end the darkness
To live in our dream
And live in each other’s light
‘Redwolf’
Healers Circle
Troubled my mind has been
With another end of a chapter
Not knowing what to believe
Another piece of me gone again
Difficulty trying to quiet the mind
Seeking for some way to let go
Silence calls yet I cannot find its comfort
And leave it all behind, let it all go
The silence I seek eludes me
Staring into nothingness
Trying to find the rest I need
And to collect what is left of me
So I may prepare for a time that will come again
To heal another that is sent to me
To give myself and what is needed
To continue the circle that has no end
‘Redwolf’
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