Its time to go Home

Poems by RedWolf

Our Curtain Call ~ Redwolf

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Art: Lotus Guardian by Sandara – gamermats.com/

The moment in “time” is quickly approaching. All of our lessons and experiences throughout ALL of our lifetimes, and ALL of the inner work we have done in this lifetime is about to culminate into one moment. Whether you resonate with the labels, Lightworker, Gridworker, Gate Keeper, Starseed, Dragon Rider, Sexy Spiritual Beast 😉 etc…. your gifts and assistance will be needed in that moment, for all. And I know We Are Ready!

The curtain of illusion is “SOON” to drop (Yes I too hate the word SOON). The reveal of whats behind the curtain is not going to be pretty for anyone to put it very mildly. This is going to be our Curtain Call Ladies and Gentleman. After that curtain falls, and the horrors are shared to the public, it is going to be OUR TIME to step back on the stage to be seen by all of those who will need our help during the finale’ of this play.

This will be a perfect and important time for our Soul Tribe to be together whether physically or remotely. Not only to assist the collective, but also to assist each other within our tribe. It will be a very uncomfortable time and the fear and rage energies across the planet will be at its peak, probably the highest ever to exist. We will need each others love, care and support I have no doubt because WE will be taking the brunt of these energies to transmute.

Galaxygirl channeled the Ascended Dragon Collective yesterday (Link) and had beautiful guidance for us.

“The skins are off. The truth is being revealed. The skins are being removed so that the truth of the being beneath is revealed. They can hide no longer and they are terrified. You will have the difficult choice to chose love or to choose fear. Love heals all woundings. (I am feeling a wave of grief, of pain, I am crying). You are feeling what is to come. Lightworkers, grid workers, unite. For you are one in the same, you are the light holders. We now join the larger whole of the ascended dragons and we speak as one. Visualize this wave of grief that is about to be experienced and place it in a ball of light. (I am seeing an ocean wave that is dark and angry being encased in a sphere of golden light). We surround this sphere with our energies. Lightworkers, join us. (I am seeing thousands of ascended dragons of all colors and sizes in a massive circle around this sphere of light, and many light workers lending their energies standing in this circle as well, arms extended). We send love. We transmute the sadness. We lessen the blow. We fill the grief with light, we surround it with a cushion of healing. (I am seeing a portal open above the sphere and Mother and Father’s energies shine down from above into the sphere. It is crystalline now. I am seeing a crystalline pillar extend from the sphere into Nova Gaia below. It affects the hearts of those who have chosen love. It blesses them and allows further healing more quickly. My forehead hurts as this is occurring. I am seeing the light workers and the grid workers being upgraded. Their eyes are nebulas, their hearts are pulsing with pink light. My chest feels hot, heavy, full. I am exhausted and elated at the same time).”

The Global meditations have been very effective and also great practice connection to the collective. But depending on the timing of everything, it may be most important to connect with your Soul Tribe for a more “personal” connection of love, support and cooperation. And with that it is a great idea to start the “Drill” with your Soul Tribe for that moment to come. Many have already connected and hold their own group meditations, but for those that haven’t, it would be a great idea to start them now. Together, come up with your own visualizations and use your own unique gifts and abilities that will assist in “lessening the blow”. Call upon any Elementals, Angels and Guides you resonate with as well, they are by your side awaiting the call to assist.

I am grateful for you all and am Honored to be here with you in this Momentous time and space.

With Nebula eyes and Bursting Hearts of Light, my love to you all

~ Jason Redwolf

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Our Time ~ Redwolf

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It’s been such a long time since I’ve seen your face

Your beautiful smile and your sweet warm embrace

It seems like forever since I’ve felt the beat of your heart

I’ve walked through these lives a shadow since we have been apart

 

* Is this it, has our time finally come

To be one together, the day we’ve been dreaming of

To hold you in my arms, and never again let you go

To live our lifetime together as one flowing with love

 

The emptiness of your light that had brightened and warmed my being

Was lost for a time in the dark the feeling and missing of seeing

Then you appeared again like the sunrise over the hilltop

Once again I feel your light and your love, never again wanting it to stop.

 

*Is this it, has our time finally come

To be one together, the day we’ve been dreaming of

To hold you in my arms, and never again let you go

To live our lifetime together as one flowing with love

 

Baby fly with me forever, take my hand and never let go.

As we soar to the heaven, becoming one again

Letting the love caring and kindness forever filling our soul

 ‘RedWolf’

2013


Sands of Time ~ Redwolf

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Sands of Time

Time goes by

Like a bolt of lightning

A flash of brilliance only lasting for a moment

In a blink of an eye

Watching you grow passes by so fast

Wishing every moment would last forever

 

Chorus:

Sands of time

Flowing through the hour glass

Wish I could stop the flow

To make every moment last

Watching you grow

Growing up so fast

I wish every moment would last and last

 

Like a clear blue sky

Warm rays of the sun

You light up my soul and warm my heart

The midnight sky

Stars shining bright

Always watching over us

As I will always watch over you

 

Chorus:

 

The universe

So many wonderful things it holds

The wonder of you in my life

Makes my heart and soul

Want to cry with everlasting joy.

‘RedWolf’

2006


A Grand Design ~ RedWolf

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Two Spirits brought together

By the Creator’s grand design

With the Road ahead of us

We walk together side by side

Once a road of Solitude

My Spirit walked alone

But then you appeared

Rising my spirit from the unknown

Back in the light

Which I’ve always known

Shining right through me

Penetrating my soul

I don’t know how I survived

Without the touch of your light

My Spirit brought back to life

A Grand Design

 

With his magic with us

There’s no place we can’t go

As our spirits ride together

On the wings of Brother Crow

On the winds we ride

Soaring, soaring so high

So close to the Creator

Our Hearts and Spirits fly

Creator’s grand design

‘RedWolf’

02/25/09


Soul Tribe ~ RedWolf

Such a long journey… Lifetime after Lifetime
Forgetting each one, other than the breadcrumbs left behind
Walking through lives, little bits of recognition
Flashes of familiarity that resonate to my core of my mind

Yet I walk, feeling blind to the path
Many times not sure what direction to go, feeling empty inside
And then you show up, a mirror to myself
A trigger that sparks a knowing deep inside

I know you, I know you
But not quite know who you are
We’ve been down this road before
Yet not able to place where or how far

My sight becomes a little clearer
My thoughts and knowing a little bit nearer
To the road I am meant to travel
The journey to my inner knowing
Of who I’m suppose to be.

And here you are, A beautiful light
Filling my being with love and hope
I don’t’ feel so lost and lonely
For the journey that is ahead of me.

A journey into my heart
A place to live from, and to stay.

So thank you, for sharing these lifetimes with me
Without you, I would not feel love or support
Or a glimpse of knowing, Of the real me.

‘RedWolf’
3~16~19


Awake ~ RedWolf

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All this time I was lost inside

Struggling to find my way out

All along delusional, and completely blind

Behind the shadows of doubt

Asleep, and lost in time

Like a zombie walking through the night

Staggering around, no path in sight

Missing a life sublime

Wake up wake up

Open your eyes to the light

Wake up wake up

Before the day turns to night

Wake up wake up

Snap out of it, and regain your sight

Wake up wake up

Start putting everything to right

Then from out of know where you appear

Only to make a friend was intended

I don’t think I could ever imagine

That this could have ever transcended

Out of know where

A bolt of Lightning struck my soul

Where it came from

Only you and I know

All along, you had the key

And like a surge from a raging sea

You opened up all that was lost to me

That unlocked my soul and releasing me

Awake I’ve become

Like a child inside

Emotions flowing though me

For the first time in a long time

I feel so alive

Finally I see the path

That lies before me

To live my life anew

And become who I’m supposed to be.

If you want to

I would be Honored

If you walked with me

Walking the path until tomorrow

Whenever tomorrow in our own world may be.

‘RedWolf’

January 18th 2009


Look, See, Beyond, Inside

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Look deep beyond

See beyond the programming

Look beyond the lifetime of criticism

See beyond being the outcast

Look beyond always being a disappointment

See beyond the pain inflicted upon you

Look beyond the image painted by others

See deep beyond the judgement of others that have no Fucking clue

See deep Inside

Look deep inside at the spark waiting to ignite

See deep inside at the unique being you are

Look deep inside at the purity of your heart

See deep inside at the beautiful being that is True

Look deep inside at your Dreams waiting for you

Look deep beyond and see deep inside to the perfect and special being you are

See deep beyond and look deep inside for your Soul, guiding and waving you Home

~ Redwolf

1-28-2018


See you through Me ~ Redwolf

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Take a step back for a moment, and close your eyes

Quiet all the thoughts and pause what you feel inside.

Now, change your focus, change your sight

See through my eyes, letting in the unfiltered, un-distorted light

Tell me now what do you see

As you are seeing you through me

Without the pain, without the trauma

All judgments of the past long gone

Tell me now what do you see

As you are seeing you through me

Without the programming others had you believe

A stranger standing before you, of exquisite Beauty

Now, take a step forward, and open your eyes

Looking in the mirror with your new sight

After seeing through my eyes

This Beautiful stranger, that was taken from you

Finally found and finally home, where you are meant to be.

See you through YOU now

The Beauty inside and out

That has always been there waiting for you

Feeling it to the core, welcoming her home

Never to be lost or taken away from you again.

‘Redwolf’

5-27-19


“The One” ~ Redwolf

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All my life I searched for you

One time I thought was real

But it didn’t last and it wasn’t you

Taking many years to reveal

Since then I’ve tried my best

To discover the Way and the real me

But there in the back of my mind

The longing for the One to come and find me

To find The One

The One who sees me eye to eye

The One who speaks truth to me

The One who can share my thoughts and dreams

The One that needs and wants me

The One that Compliments the True Me

Then you arrive shining your light

Leaving me wondering what it all means

My Spirit brought back to life

Could you be The One of my dreams

I realize the distance between us

And our own personal circumstance

Would make anything difficult

But its something I would give a chance

To find The One

The One who sees me eye to eye

The One who speaks truth to me

The One who can share my thoughts and dreams

The One that needs and wants me

The One that Compliments the True Me

Is it really you or am I mistaken again

Do you have any idea what I’m feelin

Is it a shock to you this song I’ve written

Do you want to run away screamin

Or do you feel the lyrics

Understanding what I feel

Wanting to Singing along with me

On the road that only time and life together can reveal

To find The One

‘RedWolf’

2007


Soul Tribe ~ RedWolf

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Such a long journey… Lifetime after Lifetime

Forgetting each one, other than the breadcrumbs left behind

Walking through lives, little bits of recognition

Flashes of familiarity that resonate to my core of my mind

Yet I walk, feeling blind to the path

Many times not sure what direction to go, feeling empty inside

And then you show up, a mirror to myself

A trigger that sparks a knowing deep inside

I know you, I know you

But not quite know who you are

We’ve been down this road before

Yet not able to place where or how far

My sight becomes a little clearer

My thoughts and knowing a little bit nearer

To the road I am meant to travel

The journey to my inner knowing

Of who I’m suppose to be.

And here you are, A beautiful light

Filling my being with love and hope

I don’t’ feel so lost and lonely

For the journey that is ahead of me.

A journey into my heart

A place to live from, and to stay.

So thank you, for sharing these lifetimes with me

Without you, I would not feel love or support

Or a glimpse of knowing, Of the real me.

‘RedWolf’

3~16~19


Illusions ~ Redwolf

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It’s interesting to look back at the illusions you’ve broken through. How you got into it in the first place…well you know how…but wonder, WHY did I allow it. WHY did I blind myself with something that seems so obvious NOW. WHY am I continuing this loop, and how do I break this fucking hamster wheel and stop spinning round and round, getting nowhere. All the what’s, where’s, why’s and How’s of it all. Feeling every emotion again and again, feeling your heart break over and over.

When you first realize the loop, you question yourself. You bash yourself, saying how can I be so fucking stupid. It takes a long time to get it out of your mind…if ever. Time and time again the cycle continues, and eventually you become numb to it. You’re not surprised anymore that its happening. And finally, you just “accept” it, that it’s your burden, and you don’t deserve any better, and just struggle through it making it the best you can.

Then one day it just hits you. You look back with different eyes. Your thought process is different. Your reaction is now different. What has happened? You were just on the hamster wheel. You realize that throughout the cycle, you finally build up self-worth. Even through the pain you started loving yourself more, because you saw that you DO deserve the best. Because you DO Deserver your dreams. And you see that throughout it all, you never stopped chasing “The Dream”. You never stopped knowing and wanting that one specific thing for this life. You realize that each experience that you went through was a lesson to get you to the final goal. And when you look at it through different eyes, you don’t feel the same reaction. Your emotions from it are different. You don’t completely break down into a puddled mess. You’ve finally learned to let it all go. To not beat yourself up because of it, but to say, I forgive you, and I love you. Thank you for the lesson. And you move forward with your dream, still holding it in your heart. Knowing now that you’ve followed your heart, even through all the illusions. Now having the true faith that there will be a moment, when it is no longer an illusion, but it will be your existence and truth.  And finally, you are proud of yourself, for never giving up on that dream. And now know that your heart is opening fully to what will truly be.

Never give up on your true dreams

 

‘Redwolf”


A New Day ~ Redwolf

 

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As the sun sets in these hills and darkness falls

Another night, a journey alone, longing to hear the wolf calls

A long time it has been, on the path that I travel

Missing the warmth of the hand, intertwined

With my wolf spirit companion

Sending prayers to feel it again

My light shines dim, in need of my wolf mate

To travel again as one through the forest

Feeling the love and warmth that is innate

Like the earth and the water joined in a beautiful embrace

One without the other leave a feeling misplaced

Only together as one do they feel alive

As the water flows, caressing the earth

The energy ignites again deep inside

Now as the sun starts to rise again

Bringing light to a new day

We start to feel it shine in our hearts, remembering when

this journey we’ve taken to be together at the end

And start a new day, as one

‘Redwolf’


‘Storm’ ~ Redwolf

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Flash of light

Count it down

1,2,3,4…

Hear the sound

The Thunder Beings come

Lightning reflected in my eyes

The thunder booming in sync

Of my beating lonely heart

Yet the simple joy

Of watching the storm

Feeling its strength, seeing its beauty

Forgetting for a moment the loneliness

And continuing with lifes form

‘Redwolf’


“All I can do” ~ Redwolf

All I can do”

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Photo by Alex Grey

 

Traveling the road of Melancholy.

Each step, the same as the last.

Round and round in circles,

Same Shit Different Day,

As the time slowly Passes.

Day by day, on my knees and praying,

For something to change,

Something to arrive,

Something to fill my Soul,

Something to make me feel alive.

“Chorus”

I close my eyes and drift away,

From this prison reality.

To one that fills me up inside,

With Joy and Harmony.

To feel the love surrounding me,

That was always meant to be.

Please let me stay here forever,

And never go back to what use to be,

In the prison reality.

I beg you please…

Don’t make me go back.

Let me live in this world of my dreams.

A life that I deserve,

The one my soul calls out to,

Of  love, joy and peace.

Tell me what I have  to do,

Tell me what the price is.

I would give anything to stay.

All I want is this dream. This bliss,

And for it to never fade away.

Chorus

I am NOT going back,

I would rather die.

I deserve so much more than this prison.

I deserve the love I seek,

And the life  of my dreams.

I guess now, all I can do,

Is go within.

All I can do is surrender.

All I can do is face my fears.

All I can do is trust,

And believe.

 

‘RedWolf’


Spark

 

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I can see you

Hiding your Spark

Behind the walls you’ve built

Find your inner Strength

Let go of that which dims your light

Don’t let past hurt and trauma dictate your life

Have the Courage

Be not Afraid

To Use that Spark

To Ignite your Fire

Become the Phoenix your destined to be

And Blaze your Light and Beauty within

 

‘RedWolf’


Times of Change of Times

 

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Through the Glass Eye I look

Another Season takes hold

Yet there’s a taste of change on the Winds

A Beautiful New World from the fold

Through the Optics, of the Mortal Eye

An Enslaved planet, Plague, Murder, Rape appear

Change to the Looking Glass, Your Immortal Eye

A Collapse and Unraveling of the Old, of our Fears

Times of Change of Times

The old spinning out of control

Changing times of Change

Blind eyes opening for the first time

All Senses exploding

Finally seeing through the lies and Illusion

All emotions Imploding

Knowing now the truth of the Collusion

The End is Near

The Great Apocalypse approaches

For the destruction of the Old

So the New era of Love and Peace can take Reign

And Last Forever

RedWolf

2017


Peace

 

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Walking through the forest

one Sunday afternoon

I stopped and smelled the wildflowers

fully in bloom

Down the path I see a deer

tail wagging

a twitch of the ear

Just one look with a twinkle in its eye

There it goes crashing through the forest

Good-bye

Deep within the forest

there is peace all around me

sounds of many animals

scurrying about the tree

Up through the canopy

birds chirp and sing

Their beautiful medley

Oh what peace it brings

 

‘Redwolf’


Long Drive Home

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The road passes by

Lost in thought

Lost in the moment

Were time has no meaning

Visions of you, by my side

Fingers entwined

The energy, the love

Flowing as one

Within each other’s being

With a simple touch

The fire in your eyes

Consumes my soul with the passion

And the oneness we both crave

Feeling the sweat between our skin

The sounds and smells

of pure pleasure and passion

Our bodies become one

Consumed in the flames

Of our love

But here I arrive

The vision now gone

Here I am again

Back home and alone

‘Redwolf’


The Journey

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Take my hand and Walk with me

To a place where only we can go

To live a dream

That can be

Shared by us alone

A place where oneness calls

The body mind and soul

A journey we have walked for lifetimes

To find the one to join

In eternal love

‘Redwolf’


Alone in the dark

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Staring into nothingness

The infinite universe

We are never alone

Yet yearning for the one

Whomever it may be

To fill the empty feeling

Of sharing the oneness

To embrace each other’s soul

To be one with each other’s body

To feel my heart on the verge of explosion

Filled with so much love, passion and ecstasy

Until then here I sit

Alone in the dark

A blind call into the nothingness

For the one to hear

 ‘Redwolf’


Storm

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Flash of light

Count it down

1,2,3,4…

Hear the sound

The Thunder Beings come

Lightning reflected in my eyes

The thunder booming in sync

Of my beating lonely heart

Yet the simple joy

Of watching the storm

Feeling its strength, seeing its beauty

Forgetting for a moment the loneliness

And continuing with lifes form

‘Redwolf’


Out of the Darkness

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Eyes in the dark

Staring back at me

The vision of the deep blue

Haunting my memory

 

A cry for help consumes my mind

Coming from the eyes of the deep blue

A Trapped and suffering feeling, unkind

An escape they cannot see through

 

I head toward the light

That shines in your eyes

A vision of hope

To save your life and mine

 

Holding out my hand

For you to take hold

To pull you from the darkness

To fill your empty heart and soul

 

Grab my hand and hold it tight

I will lead us to a place

Filled with love, joy and light

 

To end the nightmare

To end the darkness

To live in our dream

And live in each other’s light

‘Redwolf’


Healers Circle

ImageTroubled my mind has been

With another end of a chapter

Not knowing what to believe

Another piece of me gone again

 

Difficulty trying to quiet the mind

Seeking for some way to let go

Silence calls yet I cannot find its comfort

And leave it all behind, let it all go

 

The silence I seek eludes me

Staring into nothingness

Trying to find the rest I need

And to collect what is left of me

 

So I may prepare for a time that will come again

To heal another that is sent to me

To give myself and what is needed

To continue the circle that has no end

‘Redwolf’


Choices

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Gone through it a thousand times in my head

And I’m so damned confused

All I want is to be happy in life

And I don’t think I can make it there with you.

The choices I’ve made, second-guessing myself

All I want to do is break down and cry

In this indecision I’m losing myself

I need to be true to myself and not live a lie

Every choice, a cause and effect

Every step, a ripple in the ocean

I can’t take any of it back

Everything already set in motion

Only time will tell were the choice may lead

Which path will be set before me

It’s the choices that I’ve made that defines who I am

Mistake or not, their apart of me

Mistakes that are made are a part of life

And people around us may feel the pain

The greatest mistake is not learning from them

Without it we will never grow inside, just go insane.

So I need to get off my ass and start walking the path

Just sitting here, I will die

Continuing on and starting my life anew

So if I must I leave you behind, so life doesn’t pass me by

‘RedWolf’