As the sun sets in these hills and darkness falls
Another night, a journey alone, longing to hear the wolf calls
A long time it has been, on the path that I travel
Missing the warmth of the hand, intertwined
With my wolf spirit companion
Sending prayers to feel it again
My light shines dim, in need of my wolf mate
To travel again as one through the forest
Feeling the love and warmth that is innate
Like the earth and the water joined in a beautiful embrace
One without the other leave a feeling misplaced
Only together as one do they feel alive
As the water flows, caressing the earth
The energy ignites again deep inside
Now as the sun starts to rise again
Bringing light to a new day
We start to feel it shine in our hearts, remembering when
this journey we’ve taken to be together at the end
And start a new day, as one
Flash of light
Count it down
Hear the sound
The Thunder Beings come
Lightning reflected in my eyes
The thunder booming in sync
Of my beating lonely heart
Yet the simple joy
Of watching the storm
Feeling its strength, seeing its beauty
Forgetting for a moment the loneliness
And continuing with lifes form
“All I can do”
Photo by Alex Grey
Traveling the road of Melancholy.
Each step, the same as the last.
Round and round in circles,
Same Shit Different Day,
As the time slowly Passes.
Day by day, on my knees and praying,
For something to change,
Something to arrive,
Something to fill my Soul,
Something to make me feel alive.
I close my eyes and drift away,
From this prison reality.
To one that fills me up inside,
With Joy and Harmony.
To feel the love surrounding me,
That was always meant to be.
Please let me stay here forever,
And never go back to what use to be,
In the prison reality.
I beg you please…
Don’t make me go back.
Let me live in this world of my dreams.
A life that I deserve,
The one my soul calls out to,
Of love, joy and peace.
Tell me what I have to do,
Tell me what the price is.
I would give anything to stay.
All I want is this dream. This bliss,
And for it to never fade away.
I am NOT going back,
I would rather die.
I deserve so much more than this prison.
I deserve the love I seek,
And the life of my dreams.
I guess now, all I can do,
Is go within.
All I can do is surrender.
All I can do is face my fears.
All I can do is trust,
Look deep beyond
See beyond the programming
Look beyond the lifetime of criticism
See beyond being the outcast
Look beyond always being a disappointment
See beyond the pain inflicted upon you
Look beyond the image painted by others
See deep beyond the judgement of others that have no Fucking clue
See deep Inside
Look deep inside at the spark waiting to ignite
See deep inside at the unique being you are
Look deep inside at the purity of your heart
See deep inside at the beautiful being that is True
Look deep inside at your Dreams waiting for you
Look deep beyond and see deep inside to the perfect and special being you are
See deep beyond and look deep inside for your Soul, guiding and waving you Home
I can see you
Hiding your Spark
Behind the walls you’ve built
Find your inner Strength
Let go of that which dims your light
Don’t let past hurt and trauma dictate your life
Have the Courage
Be not Afraid
To Use that Spark
To Ignite your Fire
Become the Phoenix your destined to be
And Blaze your Light and Beauty within
Through the Glass Eye I look
Another Season takes hold
Yet there’s a taste of change on the Winds
A Beautiful New World from the fold
Through the Optics, of the Mortal Eye
An Enslaved planet, Plague, Murder, Rape appear
Change to the Looking Glass, Your Immortal Eye
A Collapse and Unraveling of the Old, of our Fears
Times of Change of Times
The old spinning out of control
Changing times of Change
Blind eyes opening for the first time
All Senses exploding
Finally seeing through the lies and Illusion
All emotions Imploding
Knowing now the truth of the Collusion
The End is Near
The Great Apocalypse approaches
For the destruction of the Old
So the New era of Love and Peace can take Reign
And Last Forever
Walking through the forest
one Sunday afternoon
I stopped and smelled the wildflowers
fully in bloom
Down the path I see a deer
a twitch of the ear
Just one look with a twinkle in its eye
There it goes crashing through the forest
Deep within the forest
there is peace all around me
sounds of many animals
scurrying about the tree
Up through the canopy
birds chirp and sing
Their beautiful medley
Oh what peace it brings