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Poems by RedWolf

Choices

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Gone through it a thousand times in my head

And I’m so damned confused

All I want is to be happy in life

And I don’t think I can make it there with you.

The choices I’ve made, second-guessing myself

All I want to do is break down and cry

In this indecision I’m losing myself

I need to be true to myself and not live a lie

Every choice, a cause and effect

Every step, a ripple in the ocean

I can’t take any of it back

Everything already set in motion

Only time will tell were the choice may lead

Which path will be set before me

It’s the choices that I’ve made that defines who I am

Mistake or not, their apart of me

Mistakes that are made are a part of life

And people around us may feel the pain

The greatest mistake is not learning from them

Without it we will never grow inside, just go insane.

So I need to get off my ass and start walking the path

Just sitting here, I will die

Continuing on and starting my life anew

So if I must I leave you behind, so life doesn’t pass me by

‘RedWolf’


Dancing Shadows

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Candlelight flickers

in the corner of my room

shadows dance on the walls

Moonlight shines

through the porous curtains

I lay there pondering it all

shadows dancing in rhythm

to the native flute in the background

Visions of the old ones

in their ceremonial dress

By the counsel fire

they sit around

As the incense burns

smoke fills the room

hovering in the air

Like the smoke from the council fires

that still do burn

hoping they will always be there

As the evening passes

I lay there in bed

my eyelids begin to get heavy

The dreamcatcher on the wall

starts doing its thing

The shadows will continue dancing

‘Redwolf’


My Mind ~ Redwolf

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Look into my mind

What will you see?

At first only pitch black

Searching further you may find the real me

Wading in the darkness

A slight glimpse of light

You walk through the darkness

To see what you will find – (in me)

Further and further you go

As visions pass you by

Memories long gone

To the back of my mind

 

Through space and time in my head

Leading to the light that you see

All of the experiences and memories

That came together to create me

Now you stand

In the light of my mind

In amazement of what you see

You are staring at you

You stare at you

Inside of me.

‘RedWolf’